Probably not the best thing to do, but I’ve been using this blog mostly as a way to pin down and analyze my thoughts.
Anyway, things suck. My hours have been cut for three weeks. I still haven’t heard anything from any job since the first day they were cut. The project my boss had said I could work on a few hours a week at home to help round out my hours has been nixed.
Oh, and my dps sucks btw. Seriously, I’ve been tweaking things for months, doing everything I can. I’ve taught myself to push buttons and not click, I’ve been watching cool downs. Nothing. And, since this comes on top of all the other bullshit, its really dragging me down.
I just have trouble justifying playing a game when I can’t even do average. The game is easy, so everyone says, so why can’t I even do this right?